i can't really describe what i was feeling during gym today. i was damn angry and sad about the gym comp thing. im really upset with mrs keong. it was her who wanted us to join the comp in the first place, and now she didn't want nina to join the comp alr! like, what's wrong with her! we didn't want to compete in the 1st place, and after the psychoing, we said fine we'll join, and now what? just kicking nina out of the comp cos she didnt come for training for quite a few times. at least she got her routine planned half way! mrs keong sub her with another who doesn't even have a routine la! where's the logic!
and i think every coach has the responsibility to tell their own students about whether they are in the comp or they are kicked out. they arent supposed to expect the other students to notify her about this matter lo. she didnt even dare to tell nina in the face and she act like there's actually nothing happening.
nina went for the gym training, and she is worried for the comp too! mrs keong just let her sit at the side w/o doing anything, wasting her time. if she really didnt want her to be in the comp, she should have told her before, not just allowing her to sit there and rot lo. plus, nina and us only knew about this today and a few days back, like wth, it's 6 days to the competition and she's doing this.
i think we've done enough for gym alr, we shouldnt even be training right now. we shouldnt even be having CCA. O levels are here soon, and when other students need not go for their CCA, we still have to train like hell? and, what's the results? getting kicked out of the comp? the school doesn't even care if we went to competition or not. like what jasmine said, we are not going to the comp for the school, or even our CCA, so what's the point. nobody ever cared how much efforts we put in, and teachers think that all pple in gym are bad students. like wtf!
i lost control today, and i cried like hell. i just can't stand this unfairness. i was totally angry with mrs keong, that i was shivering the whole time lo. i've really lost my passion and interest in this thing, and i feel really stressed. i don't even feel like joining the comp now. like it's a total waste of time.
enough of that, and let's look at some pictures! i just got hold of some photos of babies from my sis! some are from this year's CNY, and some are from ashley's 3rd bday on 26/6! omg, she's 3! haha.
CNY'07!
The End.
&still trying to find a happy ending